my days numbered and sad.
I see u in the happiness of tomorrow.
I see everyone else be happy without me.
I see the skies are blue everywhere else.
I see the memories that are being made.
I see the pictures that are being shared.
I see u in marriage with someone else.
I see u in the forever company of love.
I don't see the pain I've caused u.
I don't see u crying every night.
I don't see u collapsing at a day's end.
I don't see anyone knowing.
I don't see the nights u wish u were dead.
I don't see the whole picture of u.
I always thought of myself, and for that I'm sorry.
Never did I want to hurt you, or even disappoint you.
This is all I can do to let you know I'm sorry.
And if there is something else let me know, please.