TaTabay1

my days numbered and sad.
While-
I see u in the happiness of tomorrow.
I see everyone else be happy without me.
I see the skies are blue everywhere else.
I see the memories that are being made.
I see the pictures that are being shared.
I see u in marriage with someone else.
I see u in the forever company of love.
While-
I don't see the pain I've caused u.
I don't see u crying every night.
I don't see u collapsing at a day's end.
I don't see anyone knowing.
I don't see the nights u wish u were dead.
I don't see the whole picture of u.

I always thought of myself, and for that I'm sorry.
Never did I want to hurt you, or even disappoint you.
This is all I can do to let you know I'm sorry.
And if there is something else let me know, please.

I started a poem, and I don't know what words to use to continue with it. Please read it, and comment.

I walk with a smile-
I go with a laugh,
but truly I hurt.
For this I've done-
and done only to you,
but hurt the two.
Two that loved one another-
Two who cared for another,
but failed to convey it.

IMAGINE A SITUATION THAT YOU WAKE UP NAKED IN BED NEXT TO ME.

Using only 3 words, what would you say to me?

Note: If you comment, please copy and paste this as your journal, so I may comment on yours as well.

Some people in this world don't understand, and never want to understand.
While others in this world don't understand, but try their hardest TO understand.
Some people in this world are never said to help others.
While others in this world are always helping another person or more.
                                     Which one are you?

I find my self always looking at things that make me sad.....Is that good????? IDK.